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if there was every a perfect example of your stereotypic homeschooled Catholic girl- it would not be me. my Faith is my foundation. my family is amazing. my friends are the greatest blessing imaginable. my life is good.

Monday, January 31, 2011

welcome back

new hair cut :)

why is it that I always find time to write a blog entry when there is homework and laundry to do? such if life...


I am now a college-trekking Fairhope resident. Life is good! I've made some wonderful friends over here and been able to strengthen my faith (since the church is now a parking lot away from my back door) I've been missing my favorite seminarians and my Virginia peoples, but I'm making stuff work. 


Recently, I've had little inner conflicts with the Big Guy up there about my vocation. Not whether or not I'm called to be married/single/religious - I've known I'm called to marriage for quite some time now. But its just the when/where/who that has been irking me. (this could possibly mean there's a potential lurking around...) I am so weird because I don't get excited about "liking" someone, it annoys me. I can't exactly explain why aside from the fact that I have a difficulty not thinking about a certain person once I've started thinking about that person in that certain way. (have I completely confused you yet?) oh wells. God knows and I do not. I just need to remember that. Except it sucks big time when you are to the point of begging God to either make the certain someone ask you out or get run over by a truck because you just want your answer NOW.  I apologize for sounding so incredibly human right about now :P God knows what is best for me so I just need to wait around for a bit while He sorts my crazy life out. 
Prayers please. I would love to stop pulling my hair out over this silliness :)